(Questions by Ken Bays of Blues Revue Magazine, July 1999.)
BR:
Biographical/career info: How long have you been a blues artist? How
many albums have you released? Where are you based? How successful would
you say your blues career has been so far?
CJ:
I've been singing professionally since I was 9 years old. I knew when
I was 5 that I wanted to be a singer/songwriter. When I was 13 I
auditioned for a studio gig singing back-up with an R&B band that had a
deal. I was the only little white girl in a room full of older
African-American women. I got a lot of stares, mean stares, but, I got the
part and what was really cool was that I was excused from school to do
what I really wanted to do AND I was getting paid well. In high school we
had a folk rock class where we got to record EP's in the studio on school
time--of course I/we have to bust our a-- all year long to raise the
money, but we did it. (I showed up only for the music classes in high
school which, thank God, were 4th, 5th, & 6th periods.) Even in my 5th
grade chorus class we cut an album. I have always recorded. Currently, in
CD form, I have two albums out and I am going back into the studio in the
fall to record another. I will always write and record! I am based out of
Baltimore and I am a single mother of a handsome 10 year old son who is
already talented on the guitar. (Yikes!) Unlike his mother, my son will
finish school! Education is very important!!
So far I have not seen much money in blues--single mother with a
mortgage AND is a blues player?! Crazy? Well blues is home to me and I'll
survive--I always do. I am, unfortunately, under a stereotype because I am
a blonde who takes SOME good care of her body. (Ya know--like
stairmastering to burn off the two bottles of wine I drank the night
before and going tanning so people can notice the tan I have instead of
the 5 or 10 pounds I've put on.) This is utter horse---- to me. What, do
you have to look like Frankenstein to have the blues? Beauty is 100% on
the inside of a person, not the outside. And let me tell you, I've got
some ugly a-- insides. It makes me sick that men will down anything they
fear just to make themselves feel better about their own insecurities.
Oops--I'm going off on men again--sorry, that's meant for my next CD.
Let's just say in general, people, both sexes, down anything that THEY
ASSUME is threatening.
BR:
How did you get started in blues? Did you have any role models that
helped you in your quest to be a blues artist?
CJ:
When I was 15, the touring drummer with the band, "Heart," Denny
Carmassi, played me an Elmore James tape. He said that he was just playing
corporate rock and that I HAD to hear the real deal. Man, was he right.
(Don't get me wrong--I love Ann and Nancy Wilson!) I still owe Denny a
thank you. I was blown away. I could feel all the hurt and energy balled
into one. And I couldn't tell if it was a man or a woman. And it didn't
matter. He played me "Roll & Tumble," "Dust My Broom," and "It Hurts Me
Too." Denny had created a monster. (If he only knew!) There was no
turning back.
I didn't hear Janis Joplin until I was 21. I've been on my own since
I was 15, my mother had been gone since I was 9, and my father was always
busy and never around, so I really was stuck for finding good music. The
first time I heard Janis I hated it. Then I listened to it again and went,
"WHOAA!! Oh my God!!!" I think people that talented of that magnitude you
aren't capable of comprehending at first. Man, just lock me in a room with
that 5 disc Janis compilation that came out a few years ago and I will be
f-i-n-e!
BR:
What is your advice to women considering throwing their hat into the
ring in the blues world? What should women watch out for? What should
women make sure they do (or not do)?
CJ:
Unfortunately, there is a misconception that all women stick together.
This is not true. There are sharks everywhere. Yes, there are shark women.
I've always found out the hard way. On my current CD, "I Want," I've got a
tune exactly about this topic entitled, "Unfinished Business." People
think it's about the "other woman" but it ain't. It's about a woman
screwing over another woman in the business, obsessed females, and really
being f----d over. That single white female s---. Just being a woman you
always have to have your guard up. My advice to women? Understand and
realize that everyone either wants to f--- you or f--- you over in some
form or another. Sorry I am so hard core and a little foul-mouthed. I AM a
blues woman, you know!